well I'm sorta in a bind right now. why you may ask? well its because I'm having problems with the one I love. kikus trying to get him to understand that as a cosplayer which is what I like to do that some characters I want to cosplay have exposing costumes. like for example Yoko littner or rikku from ffx2 their costumes show body yes but I'm jot naked in them yes some boobs are shown but its not as if I'm bare chested. my loved one is protective of me which is understandable but not all costumes that characters wear are conservative. yes I may like these characters but I'm trying to find ways that me and him can agree on. so i suggested that I wear the non conservative costumes at home by taking pictures of myself in them or have a personal photographer would take pictures of me in them. but he just wont come to terms with what I'm trying to do. I want him to understand that he needs to trust me and to understand that I need his support and I feel like he's not being supportive. I don't know what else I should do. I don't know.
